This is the second time I’m writing a letter here.
The thing is that I’m having hard times now. My feelings are such a mess. My thoughts are a mess too. The only feeling I’m having right now is a sense of loss. But how the hell can I lack someone I don’t even know personally?!
However, this is the reality, the void inside me is being filled from time to time with MBLAQ’s songs, and other related things, such as warm cute photos, videos and so on… But every time it becomes empty again, it becomes bigger. Like a black hole, engulfing more and more, destroying my body and soul.
What should I do? Can you give me an answer?
The holidays were hectic, and with Christmas coming right around the corner, I’ve decided that the giveaway/contest will be extended!
The new deadline will be January 6th, 2012.
The reason I am extending the deadline is with the costs of Christmas and New Years, I’m kind of short on money right now. I would like to wait until after the holidays, to ensure I have enough money to ship the poster.
Also, this gives you guys more time to send in letters, if you have not already. :)
I had been liking MBLAQ for almost 2 years. My love for them grows deeper everyday. My bias at first was Mir, but now, it is all 5 of them. They attract me differently. They have their own attractive points.
I had seen them twice in real life when they came Singapore for 2 joint kpop concert. Their fan service were really good. I got fanservice from Mir on both occasions ^^ He waved + smile at me. Their live performances are really D A E B A K ! They were really serious when performing ~ Their solo stages were really good !! My life is complete with MBLAQ ~
When they got their first win. I keep cry. Rewatch the clip for umpteen time , i still cry ! I can’t bear watching blaqies cry ! ): Now alot other fans from other fandoms keep comparing MBLAQ with their idols. It hurt me so much. Why do people also have to compare MBLAQ ? Just because they only got one award… What really hurt me most is that when MBLAQ was the top contenders but they didn’t win , they tweet or left message and apologize to A+. I know that they don’t want A+ to be sad , but they don’t have to apologize , it isn’t their fault at all.. T.T I really hope MBLAQ won’t apologize to A+.. It hurts.
People always leaves negative message in twitter or anywhere , bashing MBLAQ. They know it all. Mir left twitter twice due to antis or negative comments.. Thunder once deleted all his tweets.. MBLAQ always get hurt ): People always say Leejoon is pabo. He’s just an innocent kid. When Leejoon went dine at a restaurant the last visit , my friend’s friend or someone was the translator , she said Leejoon is really very friendly ^^ People hate Thunder cause he ‘replaced’ the previous member. Did you guys saw how hard Thunder worked ? He keep trying to compose songs. Please , look at how hard MBLAQ worked.
People says Seungho is fat. But he dance so well ! Breakdance , hand stand ! And look at how much talents he have ! G.O’s awesome vocal is always being forgotten by people. Always thinking he can’t sing. While for Mir , people says he can’t rap. He can rap so well ! So many singers asked Mir to rap for their songs… Zia , kan mi youn and more.
One day , MBLAQ will definitely be able to win many awards. I believe in them and they believes in A+. I really love how MBLAQ dotes on A+. Always caring for A+ when leaving messages in fan cafe. Where can we get idols like this ? Who even apologize to fans when they didn’t win.. MBLAQ just doesn’t want to worry.
I can’t help , but keep loving MBLAQ more and more ~
I always tell myself that I don’t believe love, I mean the true love. But when I started following MBLAQ and chose you as my bias, I’ve slowly learnt that love does exist in this world, although it’s still not ideal for me.
One day, if I can meet you, I want to hold your hands and tell you how you’ve become my inspiration to continue pursuing my dream. When I feel down, I just need to remember you and somehow I’ll gain new energy to continue my study. I always thank you for all the support you’ve given to me from afar, although we won’t know each other personally, but I’m already happy with this condition.
Others might want to have you as their boyfriend or husband, but deep inside me I know that I will never have you as mine. These words are not just me facing the reality, but wanting you more than what I’ve gotten right now, I could end up as selfish person.
Through this letter, I also hope you will always find your true happiness from what you’ve done. I hope you’ll find someone to love you, making you smile and wipe your tears when you’re sad, for the rest of your life, because I can’t do that. I always pray for you and MBLAQ that you will always be loved and healthy. This is my sincere heart.
I used to wonder why you guys are called MBLAQ and what it meant. After a few months of wondering, I finally figured it out and started listening to your music. The first song that I heard from you was Again I loved the hammer dance that Joon danced on OMS and I got attached to MBLAQ. I started listening to your music and started watching the variety shows that you were in. From those shows I learned that MBLAQ wasn’t afraid to show who they really are and I was really impressed. I was also inspired on how the five of you get along like brothers.
I was impressed on how you guys had so much fun in front of the camera and probably off. You guys showed us who you really are and didn’t pretend to be all that, just because you guys are “IDOLS” and I really RESPECT you for that.
People say that you are famous because of Rain but guess what? ”YOU PROVED THAT EACH OF YOU GUYS HAVE THE TALENTS AND COURAGE THAT GOT YOU THIS FAR!” Don’t let other people get to you and keep on SHINING the way you are now or even brighter! Keep on smiling, because I know that to Suengho, G.O, Joon, Thunder, and MIR, IT’S NOT ABOUT BEING THE BEST BUT ABOUT HAVING FUN ON STAGE, WORKING HARD TO DO YOUR BEST AND ENTERTAINING THE AUDIENCE BY PUTTING A SMILE ON THEIR FACES.
People will always be there to bring you down but don’t let them get to you, because there are more A+ out there trying to cheer you on!! So I want you guys to SMILE and show the whole world what you guys are made of! :D I’m a proud A+ and that will never change, because just like the other A+ out there, I saw how you worked so hard to the point where you’re in pain (sick)…and you deserve my RESPECT…I will keep on supporting MBLAQ no matter what happens, so BOYS…HWAITING!!!!! BE STRONG AND HAVE FUN!!! And keep in mind that all of us (A+) are here waiting and cheering for you guys! <3
Saranghae MBLAQ! Seungho, G.O, Joon, Thunder, Mir.<3
- Frances, a.k.a dorkysong
Thank you for your wonderful music,
your bright smiles,
your 4-D personalities,
all of your hard work, sleepless nights, and endless dedication,
and most of all,
Thank you for trying your best to make us A+ happy. We love you unconditionally. Don’t ever change yourselves. Not for anybody.
- An adoring A+
It’s hard to believe that I wasn’t there at the beginning, because I really feel that I was. Honestly, I’ve only been an A+ for about 11 months now. A few days after my birthday in January, one of my friends showed me the ‘Stay’ MV. I instantly knew I was in love, even though I hadn’t heard any other song by you. Since then, I’ve been trying to keep up with every small thing you have been involved in. But it’s hard, because I am an international A+.
Sometimes I wish I had been there at the beginning, that way, I could have supported you through thick and thin. When you don’t win an award, it makes me feel even worse. Maybe if I had been there, you would have the recognition you deserve. But I know that there isn’t anything I can do about it, so I try to do my best now. I will always be there.
I hope you all are strong and well. Especially Mir-oppa. When I first got into watching MBLAQ’s lives, Mir had his surgery leave. Maybe that’s why you’re my bias. I didn’t realize how just one person missing, could make me feel so bad. I didn’t think I would feel so bad for someone who I hadn’t even seen before… I don’t even think Mir knows I exist. I love each one of them so much. Seungho, you’re the best leader that has ever existed. You encourage the others and help them be strong. G.O, you have the most beautiful voice and personality. I honestly want a boyfriend just like you. Joon, just with a smile, you capture my heart. Thunder, you’ve been through the most. It makes me respect you even more than I already do. And Mir, please don’t ever feel down. It makes me feel sad, and I don’t think my heart can handle any more worry.
I love MBLAQ unconditionally. And I’m the proudest A+ out there. I have a immeasurable amount of hope for each member. You guys are going to go far, and I’ll be there when you become even bigger world stars.
Lots of Love,
from an international, die hard A+.
I don’t even know where to start from. You came into my life after watching the “Oh Yeah” MV. At first I thought “Yeah…another group of cuties.”. But I’ve listened to that song for weeks. Then my best friend told me some shows you’ve appeared in and I started watching them. Day by day, my heart would melt at your cuteness. I don’t know how 5 people can make me feel so awesome. Because of you, I want to move to Korea faster. I wanna see you guys so bad and be another fan that declares how much you’ve changed my life. You have no idea. I thought I’d never get so attached to a group but, since I’ve discovered kpop and MBLAQ, I’ve changed a lot. I had been this antisocial kid with no friends, but then this magical best friend entered my life and gave me the chance to discover this beautiful kpop world, where you, MBLAQ, make every A+ happy.
I don’t know what else to say, other than I love you from the bottom of my heart and I hope I’ll see you smiling even after 10 years. Never ever cry unless you have tears of joy in your eyes.
And don’t ever consider yourself worse than other kpop groups because you’re not! You’re unique in your way and you don’t have to change because we love you just the way you are.
With lots of love,
A Random A+ who’s dying to meet you guys ^^.
(Submission #03, Category: MBLAQ)
This has been disturbing me for quite a long time, and now I decided to write a letter here, so maybe I could feel myself better.
I’ve been feeling lonely since I was 3 years old. I had no idea, no example of what a good adult person should be like. No idea what a good MAN should be like. So I thought that there’s no good people surrounding me. 18 years of my life passed like this, people used to enter my life and dissapear from it. My heart has been turning into a stone for a long time. But then I met MBLAQ and realised, that MBLAQ are the purest persons I have ever seen. And Seungho, you became an example of a good man for me. Honest and hard-working, talented and confident. You warmed up my heart and then I found good people, a family of A+, I found love. Writing this I’m ready to cry.
I thought that nothing can save this world from rotting, but now I see, as long as people like you exist, this world has hope to blossom. Seungho, as you are a strong person, you give strength to me. And these words are not vain. Thank you for who you are and who I am now.
I’m not sure how it happened, or how is it that I’ve come to this, but I’ve grown to spazz when I see that new photos come up, listening to your music on repeat- not ever getting sick of it, of course- or even see that your hair’s changed. The amount of my heart I have saved just for you and MBLAQ is almost ridiculous to me because I’ve never actually even seen you in person. But I’m just like any other devoted international fan, sitting diligently behind my computer, staying up early into the morning just to see 3 minutes of performance, but the amount of happiness I get from that is incomprehensible, even to myself.
I don’t feel extra special compared to anyone else, and when I see you in concert, I’ll just be another screaming face among thousands, but it’s just something about the way I’ve seem you act in the youtube videos I have seen countless times, tumblr fanaccounts and interview translations makes me feel like I would be special. Even to someone as normal as me…
Thank you, MBLAQ. Thank you, Park Sanghyun.
(Submission #02, Category: Thunder)